Tuesday, January 20, 2009

#55: i can't help myself

So it figures that less than 24 hours after I decide to move back to NYC that I would meet a guy here in London.

Not just any guy mind you, but a sweet, smart, sexy guy who I happen to really like. We started chatting online a few weeks after I moved here but didn't meet in person until the day after I had made the NYC or London decision.

Before meeting him in person I wasn't sure where things would lead. In fact I was pretty sure they were headed for the friend zone, but clearly not.

Now here I am, almost 5 dates in 2 weeks later, really liking this guy.

He knew from the get go that I was leaving and while we certainly haven't avoided discussing the topic we haven't really talked about what happens on that far far FAR date less than 6 weeks away.

The potential for this to be something great is there but I know that that potential will almost certainly be unfulfilled.

All I know is that the more I see him, the more I like him and I've been seeing him alot! Twice so far this week including last night (it's currently after midnight in London) and we're going to be seeing each other again on Friday.

I know that this can't end well in terms of our feelings but.....I just can't help myself.

3 comments:

Gary said...

I'm sorry... that sucks! It's going to be difficult, I'm sure. Perhaps there will still be able to be some line(s) of communication open so you two will be able to keep in touch!

Soul Seared Dreamer said...

I'd expect nothing less from you ;o)

Nabbey said...

Trust life to get in the way like that lol. Sounds like you're in the middle of one of those romantic movie plots;)